Confession: I hate false advertising. And hospitals.

So today I went and checked the mail, right and I am quite giddy(yet somewhat disappointed) to learn that I have received a catalogue full of plus sized clothes. Sized 12 to like infinity. Naturally, I opened the catalogue and immediately I am disgusted. First, not only were the clothes really expensive and really ugly, but the models were all size 8's!!! What the hell! That really pissed me off, how are you going to send me a magazine for plus sized clothes and stick them on really skinny girls?! I am seriously thinking about writing the editor or whoever of that magazine and asking him what the hell he was thinking when he thought up his business. Was it something like, "Ok, I can charge fat allot of money for really ugly clothes but I dont want fat people in MY catalogue...."? I just couldnt believe my plus sized self.

(and the word youre looking for is...."Anywaaaaaaaays....)

The job is going interesting. I was in the ER all day yesterday helping register patients and well...thats sad. I hate seeing people in pain, and I hate the fact that the doctors dont even really seem to care. They detach themselves, which Im sure is a must for the job because if you get too emotionally involved it can strain your work. But I am the opposite, I get attached. This one girl got assaulted by her friend and she was understandably upset and so I went in and talked to her and told her about the time my supposed best friends boyfriend assaulted ME and how they are still together. She was shocked by that and I still cant decide if I should have told her but I told her it sucks to feel betrayed like that and she was going to be angry and sad for awhile but she will get better, and I told her to get a journal and write shit down. Then this other guy came in and he almost made me cry because he had cancer and he was soooo sick and he only spoke spanish and the nurse who was "helping" him was taking down his information while laughing. I just thought that was SOOOO unprofessional. I actually wanted to smack her. Im sorry, but rude people piss me off.

Ok, no real diet news. On a self esteem note, I look awfully pretty today. Tee hee.